"so there you have it my whole life with all these memories
im trying to figure out how to set all of my pain free
sometimes i wish i could turn the hands of time back
so that i could rewrite the wrong and put my life back on the right track
wake up to reality try to accept the way it is
they say lifes not what you take, its your willingness to give
thats why i wrote this song in hopes to heal the pain within
cause after that i know thats when my life truly begins"
i can drive stick really good now. i just need to work on those hills.
i saw 5 movies in the past 2 weeks. knockaround guys (good movie), the ring (twice, good scary movie), tuck everlasting (waste of money), jackass the movie (hilarious).
go see jackass. its the only movie that can make you laugh, yell, cry, and puke, all at the same time. just wait for the sea cucumber part. thats worth the price of admission. the stuff they pull in that movie are gonna be classics.
"if you believe everything you hear, better not listen"
go see "the ring" its unbelieveably scary. like sh*t your pants kinda scary.
anyways i seen plenty people last night/today. hung out with brad and aaron. then seen toma. went ward. seen neilson, dukie, and the surfer crew. went brians. seen erin, tiff, steph, lisa, and their friends. went back to ward. saw the ring. saw traci after. jana and some other roosevelt people were there. went to park and ride. no one was there. seen some cop putting a gun to some guys head. went to kristies house and saw heather and courtney there too. today was supposed to go beach. ended up seeing the ring again with megan. went driving. i think im getting the hang of brads car now.
i like the past. i dislike what happened but i like to remind myself of it. it always makes me realize that im better off now then i was a few months ago.
saturday was not so bad. went longboarding, again. didnt see emerick tho. ate rainbows then went home. brad was home so we went cruising. picked up aaron and headed for towncenter. then park and ride. then pearls. then home. pick up stuff. then met toma at ala moana. that was not a good place to go that day at that time. drove around. pick up marian. went to pearls. went to grind. met with erin tiff and steph. went to sandys. went to blockbusters. went to zippys. went to ashleys. went to longs. went to brads house. most of the time we were just talking story. it seemed boring when i think about it but i think it was actually kinda fun. then in the morning the girls cooked us breakfast. i havent had a homecooked breakfast in years. then we went to waipio. kalihi. then to highlands. we saw the knockaround guys. not bad, considering that vin diseal cant really act all that good. its a real guy movie, a manly movie i guess. not because of the action. just because of the plot. its like a new age godfather kinda thing. put in gas (i used one whole tank in 2 days guys...) took the boys home. went home. crashed. ate dinner. went online. etc...
kinda having some issues now days. things kinda just... blah. but why am i worrying? life goes on. ill still live. i think. and if i dont. then i die. and when i die. life goes on. not for me but for everyone else. so why worry right?
oh yeah next time we go out. im not driving. screw that. i probably spent 8 hours on the road from sat-sun. next time, you drive erin. not that i dont like to drive. but for the whole damn night. geez...
i decided to close down sponjahzlife because i've had some bad times that ive shared on that blog, and i decided that i wanna start a new blog with new things to share. theres no turning back because this is a one way street.
